End of the World

5/21/11

Supposedly it is the end of the world today, but it does seem like an end of something-not quite as drastic as the end of the world. It's the end of my Smith world, the bubble I was proudly a part of since freshman year-just four years ago. Where did those four years go? They were some of the best years of my life and also some of the most challenging. I made some of the best friends who I hope to keep in touch with for years to come. From all the studying and partying and just living life, I've learned many valuable life lessons. Thanks to all those friends and family that helped me get through some of those tough years! I'm very grateful for your support and unconditional positive regard. I wasn't planning on starting my first blog like this, but it seems appropriate because I wouldn't be where I am today without the support of many people. Besides I've also learned that spontaneity can be a good thing and I value those spontaneous, fun moments in my life. Some things have not changed and the support has been one of those constant anchors in my life. What has changed? I've changed throughout the years in many subtle ways that even I cannot completely discern. “I chose the path less travelled and that has made all the difference.” Another quote that comes to mind is from Nina Simone, who shares my name, “Where do you go when you don't even know what it is you desire.” I know what I don't like, so at least I've narrowed the list down somewhat. There are still many question marks in my life right now, still so many unanswered questions, but I'm used to navigating my way through the unknown. It seems like just yesterday that I was walking along the beach in Nova Scotia debating what college I should go to and carefully weighing the pros and cons. And even sooner since I debated which major was the right choice for me as I vacillated between Psychology and English eventually deciding on the more practical choice of psychology. I still don't know exactly what I will be doing this summer, but whatever it is I feel well-equipped thanks to the skills I've gained from Smith College, whether it's farming in Nova Scotia or teaching English in Israel. I have many options open to me and I'll keep you updated as soon as I know more.